Yesterday's Punch to the Gut

Yesterday should've been my two-year anniversary with SCL. As if that didn't suck enough, here's part of a brief exchange between us on Gchat yesterday. Go ahead and berate me about chatting with him if you want. I've earned it.

11:06 PM me: Part of me wants all the clothes I gave you back.

SCL: Are you going to take them?

me: I don't think it would help things.

11:07 PM SCL: I cried when I found the pictures and cards were missing from my closet

11:08 PM me: I didn't take those.

I don't remember doing that.

SCL: oh

no, you didn't

I'm an idiot

me: What'd you do with them?

11:09 PM SCL: I guess I just noticed some other things were gone, and then I saw them not there and I assumed you'd moved them

I had moved them last week, I just forgot until now

me: I needed to destroy some things.

11:11 PM But I wouldn't take anything that really mattered.

SCL: Thank you

11:12 PM me: I think I have been more than compassionate during this whole process.

11:13 PM SCL: I think so too

me: I tore up some pictures of the obsession you had. I got angry that there were no pictures of me and tons of her.

11:14 PM SCL: where were they?

me: In your photo album

11:15 PM Don't worry. There are plenty more.

11:16 PM SCL: there are pictures of you in these albums

me: I put them there.

The ones at the end? I put those there.

Two weeks ago

11:17 PM SCL: I don't really know what to say about that

FML.